So...where to begin?
Well three years of hell finally down the drain, we had a gorgeous little miracle. Our daughter who i love very much and she shows that at one point there was love in our relationship i cant see it or remember much these days because of severe migraines that i feel are melting my brain haha maybe not really but still memories are missing :s but life moves on we separated last November and after the shit the ex pulled with me for so long i wasn't heart broken i was just pissed off...he wanted to stay "friends" yeah right after tearing my soul apart and destroying my mental state so bad i doubt myself i'm not going back there ever!!
But i met someone an amazing man who is so down to earth and loving and well pure i'm happy now he's fixed a lot of the damage and has helped me see through the darkness he is my personal Bruce Wayne and i love him very much he makes me feel amazing and special and wanted, in a way my ex never truly did...
So i'm off the other website i was using because of some ass whole who clearly just wanted to mess with my life...they didn't succeed in breaking me though and well i'm back here now i'm slowly going to upload pictures of my gorgeous little girl and even some pictures of me maybe of the new boyfriend to
if he doesn't mind haha life is good and my heart is soaring so high but I'm not scared because i know Kye will catch me if i start to fall...i'm going back to college in September to do a 2 year course in Nursing and Midwifery and also hoping to learn to drive to, my little girl who turns 3 in September will be starting school because she has the mental age of a 5 year old and i'm spending most of my time out of Cardiff and may even be moving out from there to the dark cloud is there and so i'm moving on from all the pain from the past, even though Cardiff is where i was born and as i like to say "My city" it just has so much poison there and bad memories for me I'm happy to move away.